#realtalk

i'm going to be honest with you...

i'm a tourist...

i was fine for the first term but dropped off the deep end and couldn't get myself to post anymore

this is probably the hardest thing to admit and i didn't do it on purpose

i wanted to be real with my posts

it was a release for me

i really only used the blog as a release

once i found truth in my life (not fully but to an extent) i didn't really find a need for that release and never posted

Here's to the tourists like me

My name is Chris Smith and I'm a tourist
(admitting to it is the first step to recovery right? or is it a disease that you can't recover from?)